Saturday, January 22, 2011

Ya Allah....

Ya allah.... punyaaa boringgggg... aku mmg x blh d rumaaa ! aq mo jalannn ! pleasee ! sapaa mau bawak aq jalan....

Friday, January 21, 2011

Sakitnya Hati....

sakit nyaaa hati... kenapaaa hati ini susah untuk melupaka diaaa? kenapaaa?? apaa aku patut buat? kejadian td... aku keluar dengan saturang lelaki ni... tgk muvee.. season of the witch... tp hati ku xtenangg.. apaa aku boleh buat? aku merasakan dia ada disebelah ku... kenapaa bendaa tuh begitu? Ya Allah... terseksanyaa hatiku.... adakah aku terlalu berdosa terhadapMU.... Ya Allah.... Ampunkanlah dosa2 ku...

Entry tidak boleh dibaca lagi ;)

yeay ! sudaa settinggg belog ni teda sapa boleh tengok entry aku lagi ;) best laaa g2... hahahaaa

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

MOoD

Lagu lama di profile ini...

Too Little Too Late - Jo Jo

Finally....

Aku ada nampak dia online. tp makin aku tengok, makin aku sakit hati. Yala.. sapa laa aku ni kan.. xpalaa.. dari aku sakit hati, bagus aku delete dia dari fb ku dan teruskan hidupku.. ntah laa.. makin lama, makin susah aku mau buang dia dalam hidupku.. aku macam myusahkan hidupnya jak kan? Xpalaa.. "Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini untuk melupakan lelaki 2 dalam hidupku.." Amin..."

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Malam Ini, Sunyi Sepi.. Main gitar..

Malam yang sangat happy bg sayaa. keranaa, semua tension yang ada dikepalak sayaa.. sudaa sayaa keluarkan.. sayaa main gitar.. ntah apa-apa jak lagu yang dibawaa.. hehee. tp xkesahhh, yang pentinggg.. puas hati... ;) makasi :D

Friday, January 14, 2011

Word for today

The more boys I meet
The more I realize that
IT'S ONLY HIM
I want to be with.

I see the light - Mandy Moore ft Zachery Levi





All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you

Flynn:
All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things, the way they were
Now she's here shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

Rapunzel & Flynn:
And at last I see the light

Flynn:
And it's like the fog is lifted

Rapunzel & Flynn:
And at last I see the light

Rapunzel:
And it's like the sky is new

Rapunzel & Flynn:
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything is different
Now that I see you, now that I see you

Sorry for double music. My background music + This video..
for more comfortable. view this link..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uw6q5189kpc

Plan Hari Ini

Hari ini hari jumaat,
Hari kuliah setengah hari,
Hari terasa sangat bosan,
Tidak tahu apa mahu dibuat.

hahaha. tetiba plak ni berpantun.. haha.. Itu yang ada dikepala. So keluar kan ja la kan ;) Plan hari ni :

1. Bangun pagi, pegi kuliah
2. Belajar subject English & Restaurant Operation.
3. Balik ke rumah.
4. Ambil kereta kakak saya di Queen Elizabeth Hospital
5. Balik rumah
6. ?
7. ?

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Belog ~

belog sayaa suda terupdate yang dibantu oleh cousin saya. rara hj abd hadi 2. ;)lepas 2 dia xtaw apaa mau buat, sayaa sambung laa buat.. ntah apaa ja laa d buat ne.. oke jaa laa ne.. cumaa gelap ja laa nie belog. malas maw letak background. dan chat boz saya pun telah terdelete.. saya lupa account lamaa. dan chat box saya baru lg.. yay ! sabar ja laaa...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

PLEASE RETURN

BACK MY HEART

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

NOT IN MOOD !!

NOT

FEELING WELL
Mood For Today :
1. Mood sangat tidak baik untuk hari ini.
2. Tersangat penat.
3. Ramai yang buat mood saya rosak.
4. Saya tiada feelingkan ? Boleh dimainkan.
5. Terima kasih semua.
6. Perasaan saya untuk dimainkan ?

Monday, January 10, 2011

Again mengopy apa yang cousin ku post ;) makaci bagi aku kerja ;) hahaa .

1. real name : Nabila Bt Abd Wahab
2. nickname : Lala , Nabila , Babun .
3. zodiac sign : Pieces
4. male or female : female of course
5. elementary school : Sk Holy Trinity
6. high school : Sm Convent St Ursula & Sm Teknik Tawau
7. college : Polytechnic Kota Kinabalu
8. hair color : black
9. tall or short : short yeah !
10. sweat or jeans : Jeans
11. phone or camera : Camera, I can live without any phone ;)
12. health freak : Love Hurts :)
13. orange or apple : apple
14. do you have a crush on someone : Many times. I'm Not a Lucky girl.
15. eat or drink : Eat&drinks
16. piercings : Nope
17. pepsi or coke : Coke

have you ever ?
18. been in a airplane : yes
19. been in a relationship : Single babe !
20. been in a car accident : No I guess.
21. been in fist fight : yes !

first and last
22. first household chores : dunno
23. first best friend : let me try. james, tiffany, anis, anas, malik, sheryl. haha.
24. first award : played Hockey for my school and got bronze maybe. haha
25. first crush : form 4
26. first word : mama.
27. first section : ?
28. last person you talked in phone : nonong. systa
29. last person you text : nana. my sys beday
30. last person you watched a movie with : ciema, niena. NY.
31. last food you ate : Black Pepper Chicken.
32. last movie you watched : The Tourist.
33. last song you've listen to : Taylor Swift - Enchanted
34. last thing you've bought : tambang bas.
35. last person you hugged : ?

favourite
36. food : Spagetti
37. drink : Ice Lemon Tea
38. bottoms : jeans
39. flowers : ?
40. animal : Cat . Cibol
41. color : red, black, white
42. movie : english muvee
43. subject : Sanitation

(put an 'x' in the bracket if yes)
44. celebrate halloween [ ]
45. had heart broken [ x ]
46. had someone questions my sexual orientation [ ]
47. got pregnant [ ]
48. had an abortion [ ]
49. did something I regret [ x ]
50. broken a promise [ x ]
51. hide a secret [ x ]
52. pretend to be happy [ x ]
53. met someone who changed your life [ x ]
54. pretend to be sick [ x ]
55. left the country [ ]
56. try something you normally wouldn't try and like it [ x ]
57. cried over the silliest thing [ ]
58. when to the beach with your bestfriend [ x ]
59. got into an argument with your bestfriend [ x ]
60. hated someone [ x ]
61. single for a whole year [ x ]

currently
62. eating : yes
63. drinking : yes
64. listening to : Tears drop on guitar - Taylor Swift
65. sitting or laying : laying
66. plan for today : eat again, on9, mandi.
67. waiting : for DIA & DIA to text me

your future
68. want kids : semestinya
69. want to get married : YESS !
70. career : good lecturer maybe / excellent chef ;)

which is more attractive (choose one)
71. lips or eyes : eyes
72. shorter or taller : shorter
73. romantic or spontaneous : romantic
74. nice stomach or nice arms : nice stomach
75. hook-up or relationship : relationship
76. looks or personality : personality

have you ever
77. lost glasses/contacts : nope
78. snuck out of a house : yess
79. held a gun/knife for a defense : yes, time kecik
80. killed somebody : maybe someone ;) hahaha.
81. broken somebody heart : yess
82. been in love : not now
83. cried when someone died : yess, :(

do you believe in
84. yourself : no
85. miracles : no
86. love at first sight : can be a second sight?
87. heaven : yah
88. santa claus : budak-budak
89. superstition : khurafat
90. kiss on the first date : ntah apa 2 ;)

truthfully
91. is there one person you want to be right now : my last love ! :(
92. do you know who your real friends are : dunno. now i confuse.
93. do you believe in God : yess
94. post at 100% truth : yess

five more
95. sayaa masih sayang samaa dia. patut bagi tau dia?
96. dia sayang saya? jawapan :
97. tunggu dia message saya? tidak mungkin ! impossible .
98. :(
99. saya sayang family saya . mereka ? ;(
100. ALONE ! ALWAYS & ALWAYS & ALWAYS .
Mendengar lagu oldiest ! terlalu boring pada ketika ini . baru sahaja mendengar lagu :

Jordin Sparks : Tatoo
Jordin Sparks : Battlefield
Jordin Sparks : One Step at Time
Jojo : Too Little Too Late
Katherine McPhee : Terrified
Kate Perry : Thinking of You
Keri Hilson : Knock You Down
Rihanna : Take a Bow
Micheal Buble : Home
Ne-Yo : Never Knew I Needed
King : Maybe
Owl City : Fireflies

setakat itu sahaja . terlalu boring !
I HAVE NO IDEA


TO BLOGING !


sangat rimas diri hari ini !

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Last night, dengan perasaan yang tersangat boring, aku message dia. then dia balas. lepas 2 tiba-tiba dia muncul di chat facebook lama ku. tapi masa tuh kawan-kawan ku tengah tengok gambar kawan suda kawin. so tidak terlayan laa dia. lepas aku mau reply, tiba-tiba pulak dia offline. lepas tuh aku text la dia. kenapa offline. dia ckp tiada orang layan dia. yay ! :) aku ckp laa. sapa xlayan dia. mari aku yang layankan. sekali lagi dia balas cam mula mau marah.. then lepas tuh aku elaklah dari dia marah. aku xmau sudaah dia marah2 ni.. then message2 la ni.. adalaah cerita kami nie... lepas tuh, aku xtaw laa sama ada dia sengaja atau tidak, dia bgtaw yang gambar ku masih ada dalam simpanannya.. pasal itu pun aku hampir lupa yang dia ada simpan gambarku.. dia letak dalam locker lagi.. wahh.. happy nyaaa masa 2.. mungkin dia perasaan dia terlepas cakap dia trus cakap dia busy.. its oke, im fine with that.. tiada apa-apa mau cerita suda ni.. nnt ada story-mory aku cerita lagi oke ;)

Monday, January 3, 2011

Survey




Dengan perasaan yang sangat boring, so bukalah blog cousin aku ni. Tengok dia ada update dal ni benda.. So dengan perasaan yang boring.. Saya menjawabnya dengan hati terbuka.

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :

Nabila
Lala
Lalatarrio

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :

1st March
1st June
22nd April

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :

Masak Spagetti
Makan Spagetti
Update belog.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY :

Message ngan mami
Message ngan DIA
Mom can understand me.

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :

Dia
Mami
Arizan

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :

Laptop
Perfume Acqua 
My present on 1st March

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :

Korea
Paris
Rome

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS :

Ice Lemon Tea
3 Layer Tea
Carrot Juice

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR SCHOOL BAG :

Lip Ice
Purse
Pencil Box

THREE FAVORITE COLORS :

Red
Black
White

TOP THREE HANGOUTS :

One Borneo
Politeknik Kota Kinabalu
Rumah di Tawau

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH :

Family
Mami
DIA

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU (things only) :

Handphone
Money
Perfume Acqua :)

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY :

Tahap Keboringan yang melanda
Saja-saja
Minat.

Thanks ;D

Saturday, January 1, 2011

HAPPY 2011...

Happy new year to everyone.... How did you celebrate New Year Last Night ? Did you hang out with your friend ? Did you stay at home and saw the firework at the window? Hehe.. Everyone has their own way to celebrate this new year.. ;)

Celebrate new year ne xlaa best sangat. ntah apaa ja laa yang best kalo celebrate new year ni tmpat yang bising.. ramai orang... hmm.. smlm aq smbut new year ngan budak2 kelas ku.. ntah apaa ja kami buat.. tgk muvee... jalan2.. tp ntah ke manaa.. tp yang penting ! NO CLUBBING oke ! bkin gelik jaa pg tmpt2 bg2.. shit ! so kami tgk firework ni masa d jeselton point.. xda laa yang best sangat..

Semalam jugak, mood ku ttbaa berubah.. aq rindu diaa.. so aq msg new year.. sblm 2.. aq call dyaa tnya dyaa smbut d manaa.. dgn caraa yang xmaw melayan, aq pon malas laa.. end call.. lps dr call dya 2.. mood ku trus brubah.. malas mo smbut apaa2 lg.. sbb dyaa org 1st yg bawak aq pg smbut new year.. b4 ne, aq xpnh la ada prasaan maw smbut new year.. ntah paa ja best.. so smlm, aq t'igt dyaa.. aq xtaw laa maw buat apaa ngn relationship kami ne.. apa2 pon, aq kena jugak lupakan dia... :) u must be strong LALA...

AZAM BARU ?
apaa azam baru kamu sumaa ? mst lain2 kan azam kitaa? azam boleh d share kaa? sbb smlm ada org ckp ngn aq azam barunyaa adalah rahsia... hmm.. smlm aq da berazam.. lepas wish sumaa new year ngn sumaa org.. aq berdoa dengan azam baru aku...

1. aku maw menjadi pelajar cemerlang, teruskan...
2. aku maw buat parents aku happy ngn apa yang aku buat.
3. aku xmau menyusahkan orang lagi.
4. aku tidak akan ada perasaan dengan mana2 lelaki sebelum aq grade DIPLOMA ni.
5. aku akan cuba lupakan dia.

harap dengan azam baru kamu, semua akan jadi kenyataan.. AMIN...

I just got this word..
In 2010 I loved someone, got hurt, made countless stupid decisions and expected to much. In 2011, I'm moving on..