Monday, December 8, 2008

the end

finally,
our relationship was end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it, he didnt stop me to do this. i tot he was ready. erm, xpa laa, ni da takdir allah da, xpa laa, aku trma . but im still love him, i dont know what should i do, im not using my old number again, argh! stress! sakit ati maw igt, tp xpa laa, sbb maw update ni blog aku tahan jaa,
firstly, aku send samat raya ngn dyaa, tp dya xbls, esok nya br bls, pagi rayaa, then aku da ckp ngn dya, b4 raya dya mst bg jawapannya ngn aku, tp x, aku tnyak jak la ngn dyaa, yang aku maw jawapan nya ari ni, aku xpasti dya reply d mn, aku gna no celcom ku msg dya bab maxis ku teda kdt, n aku mmg xmaw pkai da mxs 2 kalo kmi hmpr break, dya xtau pn n celcom ku 2, myb dya pkir numb tuh numb org laen, xpa laa, pas2 aku tepon dyaa, ssh btol dya maw angkt tepon, then pas2 ttba dya agkt, aku ckp napa xangkt, dya ckp br blk brayaa, n ada la ckp bnda2 yg remeh, pas2 aku ckp apa jwpn nyaa, then dya pn wat blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! eish, b4 that, aku tgk no maxis ku, dya ada ckp dya maw msg jarang2, then aku tnya napa, dya ckp, "RIMAS, phm xrimas?" erm, start c2 aku da ngs daa, sggp dya ckp cm 2 ngn aku, tp aku thn, aku ckp aku da xthn ngn prangai nyaa cm g2, dya ckp yg aku ni xda pujuk dyaa, argh!! cm org gila aku dya ckp cm 2, aku da try brapa byk daa pujuk dya dya ckp aku xpujuk! stress aku! xpa laa, aku phm dya kcewa btul, tp xkn la smpai cm 2 kn, erm, then aku tnya maw brek kaa? dya ckp btul ka aku maw, aku ckp xpyh amek taw feeling ku lg, sbb dya mmg xphm prasaan ku, ): aku ngn stress, bgegar bdn ku thn mara, then aku ckp "KITA BREK JE, BYE" pas 2 i forget something, then i call him back, sama jugak, lmbt jugak dya agkt, ntah laa, then after tht, i text him something smpai 5page, xpyh la aku bg tgk kmu yaa, nnt aku sdeyh lg, erm, so, that was the ending of our relationship.

relationship : 4 APRIL 2008
end : 8 DECEMBER 2008

we have been for a 8 months and 4 days.


with loved,
NABILA

1 comment:

nadyazgal said...

be strong sis.. maybe he's not d one for u. maybe there's someone else better than him is waiting for u right now.. k? be strong..